Post by *(SHADE)* on Dec 10, 2009 8:52:48 GMT -5
Babe,
listen to me. Very closley as I type every word into this PM for you. Dont shut xander out of your life. I know your giving us space, but your doing it the wrong way. And by shutting yourself out of xanders life is not doing anything. He needs you. you both need each other and you know it. you are best friends and if im the cause of this whole thing..then thats another story. because now that i think about it i think i am....but anyway. you need your best friend. you have known him for 6 years ali. 6 whole fricken years. I honestly dont know how to make myself more clear. do not choose this path for you and him. I wish i knew him just as long as u have really i do but i dont. i just dont. the problem is here is you dont know how lucky you are to know him this long. you have something i never will alicyn...your with him. im not. all i can do is txt him. you get to see him. touch him feel him, hold him. you know how much i would love to do that. but i cant. When i cry, no one is here to hold me. when something goes wrong, no one is here i can go to. you do. YOU do. you both need your friendship, how can u just end it right here with how much you two have done with eachother. He misses having you around ali. He misses you very very much he does, told me himself. (whats in bold was txt messages he sent to me saying those exact words) you think i get that? no. you see eachother eye to eye. your like one whole person. forget about me. me loving xander should have nothing to do with you not being able to see him or talk to him. alicyn i know what it feels like to be in your shoes, trust me i do. its a long story...but i do. and when someone is dating your best friend and she says you can hang out with him talk to him or whatever to him (just not have sex with him) its okay. She wont get mad. She honestly will not get mad at all. she trusts you and her boyfriend. she understands you are both best friends and couldnt keep you from eachother away from eachother even if she tried. she would feel horrible. she really does feel horrible. and she doesnt know how else to help you to open your eyes and tell you, everything is alright. se would love to take your hand and lead you to her boyfriend and let you touch him with a smile on her face and tells you, "Its okay." with soft eyes still leading you to him, helping you to know to not worry. Then with tears in her eyes she will softly say "take care of him. Its all okay" then she would just walk away and let you both be. and with that she will turn and leave. and hope that you read this PM well and hope you do the right thing.
Deep down, everyone wants to do the right thing....but we just dont know what that this....
P.S. "Its okay."
Love you.
listen to me. Very closley as I type every word into this PM for you. Dont shut xander out of your life. I know your giving us space, but your doing it the wrong way. And by shutting yourself out of xanders life is not doing anything. He needs you. you both need each other and you know it. you are best friends and if im the cause of this whole thing..then thats another story. because now that i think about it i think i am....but anyway. you need your best friend. you have known him for 6 years ali. 6 whole fricken years. I honestly dont know how to make myself more clear. do not choose this path for you and him. I wish i knew him just as long as u have really i do but i dont. i just dont. the problem is here is you dont know how lucky you are to know him this long. you have something i never will alicyn...your with him. im not. all i can do is txt him. you get to see him. touch him feel him, hold him. you know how much i would love to do that. but i cant. When i cry, no one is here to hold me. when something goes wrong, no one is here i can go to. you do. YOU do. you both need your friendship, how can u just end it right here with how much you two have done with eachother. He misses having you around ali. He misses you very very much he does, told me himself. (whats in bold was txt messages he sent to me saying those exact words) you think i get that? no. you see eachother eye to eye. your like one whole person. forget about me. me loving xander should have nothing to do with you not being able to see him or talk to him. alicyn i know what it feels like to be in your shoes, trust me i do. its a long story...but i do. and when someone is dating your best friend and she says you can hang out with him talk to him or whatever to him (just not have sex with him) its okay. She wont get mad. She honestly will not get mad at all. she trusts you and her boyfriend. she understands you are both best friends and couldnt keep you from eachother away from eachother even if she tried. she would feel horrible. she really does feel horrible. and she doesnt know how else to help you to open your eyes and tell you, everything is alright. se would love to take your hand and lead you to her boyfriend and let you touch him with a smile on her face and tells you, "Its okay." with soft eyes still leading you to him, helping you to know to not worry. Then with tears in her eyes she will softly say "take care of him. Its all okay" then she would just walk away and let you both be. and with that she will turn and leave. and hope that you read this PM well and hope you do the right thing.
Deep down, everyone wants to do the right thing....but we just dont know what that this....
P.S. "Its okay."
Love you.
*Basically you just dig out your favorites and post them up here! It's mostly because i'm nosy and wanna see what kinda stuff y'all talk about
Im sick of it! I'm always having to update clan status because you guys can't stay active! I've talked to a few people and some of you have acceptions. But when you claim or make high positioned cats you promise to stay active. On a first come first serve basis we have
Riverclan leader-UP for adoption(Not first come first serve though... special conditions)
Riverclan deputy-FCFS
Thunderclan Medicine cat:FCFS
Rouge clan leader scar-FCFS
Rouge clan deputy
FCFS
Riverclan leader-UP for adoption(Not first come first serve though... special conditions)
Riverclan deputy-FCFS
Thunderclan Medicine cat:FCFS
Rouge clan leader scar-FCFS
Rouge clan deputy
FCFS
yay!