Post by Admin on Dec 8, 2009 17:11:37 GMT -5
So im not sure if any of you have heard anything but I have had a terrible week. Im not quite sure how long I will be gone but it will be awhile so this is why I am leaving.
1. My best friend whom I love so much has been diagosed with cancer. They expect him to live until april no longer. So I plan to try to spend every waking moment of my life with him until he ends up well to put to blantly obvious dead.
2. My grandmother who has been a huge figure in my life had a really bad fall and hit her head. The doctors don't know who if she will make it. Two deaths at once and you think it gets bad here well today...
3. My boyfriend cheated...he denied it but I Have a saved conversation....it upset to the point where I wanted to end my own life....I still do but I'm going to try my best to live above that. So essentially I lose 3 people in a week im on a roll aren't I? I pretended not to believe that B I T C H but.... I Do and jake himself confimed it....
04pmShawna
Hi
4:06pmSharon
hi
4:06pmShawna
whats up?
4:06pmSharon
not much
4:07pmShawna
Funn.
4:07pmSharon
yes yes it is
4:07pmShawna
so how are you and jake doing.
4:07pmSharon
i want to thank you fortellin me the truh
fine
it really doesnt phase me what he does when i'm not around
4:08pmShawna
well thats good.
4:09pmSharon
i know i trust him
4:09pmShawna
o.O
I would flip if I found out my bf did that to me.
4:11pmShawna
Well, if I had one.
4:12pmSharon
well he didn't lol your story doesn't check. He worked until eleven last night and he had the van all day long but james and alex told me he didn't when they were right there> also i would not believe someone i met. if hes lying so be it but it wont ruin what we have. and getting high doesn't mess up how you view your surroundings he wouldm
wouldn't cheat one me
on
4:13pmShawna
I slept over at his house Sunday night.
This all happened sunday night.
And to be honest with you all of his friends think you're a bitch and that you try to take control over him and that he's SCARED to leave you.
4:13pmSharon
wait thats odd cuz i was there all weekened long i was there until about 2am
4:13pmShawna
But whatevs yo.
Sunday Night I went over to the bowling alley at 8pm.
Hung out with him til' he got out of work.
Then we went back to his place.
I even have the message archive on my yahoo talking to him about going over there.
4:14pmSharon
umm hunny i was there sunday night first it was yesterday now its today
and you being there doesn't make him a cheater
4:15pmShawna
ill show you the message archive then.
4:15pmSharon
ok so what if he did it wont change anything
4:15pmShawna
Nope but making out with him does.
1. My best friend whom I love so much has been diagosed with cancer. They expect him to live until april no longer. So I plan to try to spend every waking moment of my life with him until he ends up well to put to blantly obvious dead.
2. My grandmother who has been a huge figure in my life had a really bad fall and hit her head. The doctors don't know who if she will make it. Two deaths at once and you think it gets bad here well today...
3. My boyfriend cheated...he denied it but I Have a saved conversation....it upset to the point where I wanted to end my own life....I still do but I'm going to try my best to live above that. So essentially I lose 3 people in a week im on a roll aren't I? I pretended not to believe that B I T C H but.... I Do and jake himself confimed it....
04pmShawna
Hi
4:06pmSharon
hi
4:06pmShawna
whats up?
4:06pmSharon
not much
4:07pmShawna
Funn.
4:07pmSharon
yes yes it is
4:07pmShawna
so how are you and jake doing.
4:07pmSharon
i want to thank you fortellin me the truh
fine
it really doesnt phase me what he does when i'm not around
4:08pmShawna
well thats good.
4:09pmSharon
i know i trust him
4:09pmShawna
o.O
I would flip if I found out my bf did that to me.
4:11pmShawna
Well, if I had one.
4:12pmSharon
well he didn't lol your story doesn't check. He worked until eleven last night and he had the van all day long but james and alex told me he didn't when they were right there> also i would not believe someone i met. if hes lying so be it but it wont ruin what we have. and getting high doesn't mess up how you view your surroundings he wouldm
wouldn't cheat one me
on
4:13pmShawna
I slept over at his house Sunday night.
This all happened sunday night.
And to be honest with you all of his friends think you're a bitch and that you try to take control over him and that he's SCARED to leave you.
4:13pmSharon
wait thats odd cuz i was there all weekened long i was there until about 2am
4:13pmShawna
But whatevs yo.
Sunday Night I went over to the bowling alley at 8pm.
Hung out with him til' he got out of work.
Then we went back to his place.
I even have the message archive on my yahoo talking to him about going over there.
4:14pmSharon
umm hunny i was there sunday night first it was yesterday now its today
and you being there doesn't make him a cheater
4:15pmShawna
ill show you the message archive then.
4:15pmSharon
ok so what if he did it wont change anything
4:15pmShawna
Nope but making out with him does.
I am sorry to hear about your bestie and grandma. My grandma passed away ago about 2yrs ago from cancer, and i lost my best friend because of a guy that ended up cheating on me and then turning me into a real bad person. Everything will be okay. Beleive me. I almost killed myself. But, luckily I had people there. And you do too. 
