Post by sun+RIBBONS on Jul 7, 2009 13:58:00 GMT -5
when I come undone
you bring me back again.
back under the stars,
back into your arms.
[/size][/color]you bring me back again.
back under the stars,
back into your arms.
x x sPINpAW.wEB
x x seven moons, , six days
x x female, , child
x x sHADOWcLAN
x x warrior apprentice
x x seven moons, , six days
x x female, , child
x x sHADOWcLAN
x x warrior apprentice
you tried to say
the things that you can't undo.
the things that you can't undo.
x x/for.the.masses/
x x/appearance/
with spinpaw's body structure you have to start with the fact that she has a windclan mom, despite that face her mother is so small. her legs are long, her torso is small, round and compact. this gives her a very slim and lean appearance. she has small paws, a long tail, and is very fast. her tail keeps her in accurate balance. she has a round face like her mother, with short fur like her father. she has high cheekbones, meaning if you are looking at her profile-wise she has a more angular face, whereas, when you look her straight on she has a round childish look to her face.
another of her strange features is her fur. her fur is decorated in a way that reminds you of a child's art. majestic, and different in the eyes of the beholder. On the left half of her face, smeared of her right eye is a tabby scrap. it covers her small mouth and ends where her lips end. the rest of her cheek is down white, as is the rest of her face until you reach the crown of her head, where it then gives way to more tabby, covering her small, pointed ears. then the scrap narrows and ends at the nape of her neck. the rest of her body is covered in fluffy white until you hit a faded smudge on her left fore-leg. And then her tail which is a dark black-brown mixture through and through.
spinpaw has her mother's green-amber eyes, narrow irises, and rimmed with black. the eye shape, however, is from her father, with the roundness, the very open and reflective surface that coats her eyes.
x x/appearance/
with spinpaw's body structure you have to start with the fact that she has a windclan mom, despite that face her mother is so small. her legs are long, her torso is small, round and compact. this gives her a very slim and lean appearance. she has small paws, a long tail, and is very fast. her tail keeps her in accurate balance. she has a round face like her mother, with short fur like her father. she has high cheekbones, meaning if you are looking at her profile-wise she has a more angular face, whereas, when you look her straight on she has a round childish look to her face.
another of her strange features is her fur. her fur is decorated in a way that reminds you of a child's art. majestic, and different in the eyes of the beholder. On the left half of her face, smeared of her right eye is a tabby scrap. it covers her small mouth and ends where her lips end. the rest of her cheek is down white, as is the rest of her face until you reach the crown of her head, where it then gives way to more tabby, covering her small, pointed ears. then the scrap narrows and ends at the nape of her neck. the rest of her body is covered in fluffy white until you hit a faded smudge on her left fore-leg. And then her tail which is a dark black-brown mixture through and through.
spinpaw has her mother's green-amber eyes, narrow irises, and rimmed with black. the eye shape, however, is from her father, with the roundness, the very open and reflective surface that coats her eyes.
today's the day
i pray that we make it through.
[/size][/color]i pray that we make it through.
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x x/historic.features/
child-birth :
spinpaw was given to shadowclan about a moon into her life, putting her behind the rest of the kits, so while other kits were given their names at six moons, she was given hers at seven moons so she would have the same amount of time adjusting into the clan. though it is never mentioned since spinpaw has never met her mother, everyone knows she is the child of windclan's medicine cat, bumbleburst. nobody holds it against her since she doesn't remember her mother at all. she has only been an apprentice for six days? she has yet to receive a mentor, though she hopes for the deputy, mudfrost, who she fell in love with almost immediately. though she is hardly a lady, and still very much a child she has never ever felt a feeling this way. she is scared and frightened of it and all the same she embraces it. she is, indeed, in love with the deputy of shadowclan. breezeshadow is her 'foster mother', and she loves her dearly as well.
"now spinkit, behave yourself! but you may wander around camp for today." breezeshadow said, trying to keep her voice stern.
"of course, mama." spinkit replied dutifully. she, unlike other kits, had no intentions of leaving camp.
"be careful, and don't get underfoot!" her mother warned again. well, foster mother, everyone knew spinkit's real mother was the medicine cat from another clan.
"i PROMISE, mama! now can i go, please?!" she whined, shuffling her white feet.
"well," breezeshadow seemed to pause, she licked the top of her adopted daughter's head, "alright."
"mama!" spinkit squealed, musing the top of her head with her own paw. "bye, mama!" spinkit smiled and peeled off, heading straight for the apprentice den. her siblings, mousepaw and daisypaw were already apprentices, though they were the same age. at this thought spinkit sighed, she WAS adjusted to the clan! she didn't need to be kept in the nursery longer. she huffed, and poked her head inside. "WAKKE up!" she screamed in delight as she saw her brother and sister slumbering against the far wall.
"huh? wha- wuhtmeisit?" mousepaw asked, his head poking up, moss clinging to his right ear.
"the suns gonna rise at any moment! aren't you going to watch it rise with me?" they always watched the sunrise together. and sunset.
"spinkit!" daisypaw's head looked towards spinkit. "were apprentice's now, were too old to watch the sunrise, please let us go back to sleep. we'll watch the sunset, promise." daisypaw always tried to act older than she really was.
spinkit felt her heart fall. "well... alright, i guess i am still a little sleepy." she yawned just thinking about it.
"thats a good girl, spinny." daisypaw said, already lapsing back into sleep.
spinkit left the apprentice den, but instead of going back to the nursery, she found herself walking towards the ridge with the perfect view of the camp, and the sunrise. she sighed, laying herself down and folding on paw over the other. her eyes drooped wearily. "there's always sunset..." she murmured sleepily to herself. she must have drifted because the next thing she knew there was a murmur of voices. she sat up groggily and peered over the ridge. her eyes widened, a tom, strong, tall, broad-shoulder, beautiful... she was too young to think like this! her mother stood next to the man, talking to him with a very serious expression. spinkit sighed, and slid down on her stomach, scrambling closer to the edge.
"... of course... thank you mudfrost." her mother was saying. the man's voice was deep, and rich. her mother smiled, a look full of graciousness.
spinkit edged closer... next thing she knew, she was falling, tumbling, and flipping through the air. she screamed...
[/color]child-birth :
spinpaw was given to shadowclan about a moon into her life, putting her behind the rest of the kits, so while other kits were given their names at six moons, she was given hers at seven moons so she would have the same amount of time adjusting into the clan. though it is never mentioned since spinpaw has never met her mother, everyone knows she is the child of windclan's medicine cat, bumbleburst. nobody holds it against her since she doesn't remember her mother at all. she has only been an apprentice for six days? she has yet to receive a mentor, though she hopes for the deputy, mudfrost, who she fell in love with almost immediately. though she is hardly a lady, and still very much a child she has never ever felt a feeling this way. she is scared and frightened of it and all the same she embraces it. she is, indeed, in love with the deputy of shadowclan. breezeshadow is her 'foster mother', and she loves her dearly as well.
"now spinkit, behave yourself! but you may wander around camp for today." breezeshadow said, trying to keep her voice stern.
"of course, mama." spinkit replied dutifully. she, unlike other kits, had no intentions of leaving camp.
"be careful, and don't get underfoot!" her mother warned again. well, foster mother, everyone knew spinkit's real mother was the medicine cat from another clan.
"i PROMISE, mama! now can i go, please?!" she whined, shuffling her white feet.
"well," breezeshadow seemed to pause, she licked the top of her adopted daughter's head, "alright."
"mama!" spinkit squealed, musing the top of her head with her own paw. "bye, mama!" spinkit smiled and peeled off, heading straight for the apprentice den. her siblings, mousepaw and daisypaw were already apprentices, though they were the same age. at this thought spinkit sighed, she WAS adjusted to the clan! she didn't need to be kept in the nursery longer. she huffed, and poked her head inside. "WAKKE up!" she screamed in delight as she saw her brother and sister slumbering against the far wall.
"huh? wha- wuhtmeisit?" mousepaw asked, his head poking up, moss clinging to his right ear.
"the suns gonna rise at any moment! aren't you going to watch it rise with me?" they always watched the sunrise together. and sunset.
"spinkit!" daisypaw's head looked towards spinkit. "were apprentice's now, were too old to watch the sunrise, please let us go back to sleep. we'll watch the sunset, promise." daisypaw always tried to act older than she really was.
spinkit felt her heart fall. "well... alright, i guess i am still a little sleepy." she yawned just thinking about it.
"thats a good girl, spinny." daisypaw said, already lapsing back into sleep.
spinkit left the apprentice den, but instead of going back to the nursery, she found herself walking towards the ridge with the perfect view of the camp, and the sunrise. she sighed, laying herself down and folding on paw over the other. her eyes drooped wearily. "there's always sunset..." she murmured sleepily to herself. she must have drifted because the next thing she knew there was a murmur of voices. she sat up groggily and peered over the ridge. her eyes widened, a tom, strong, tall, broad-shoulder, beautiful... she was too young to think like this! her mother stood next to the man, talking to him with a very serious expression. spinkit sighed, and slid down on her stomach, scrambling closer to the edge.
"... of course... thank you mudfrost." her mother was saying. the man's voice was deep, and rich. her mother smiled, a look full of graciousness.
spinkit edged closer... next thing she knew, she was falling, tumbling, and flipping through the air. she screamed...
a couple weeks later spinkit became spinpaw, though her siblings still ignored her, she didn't mind. she didn't watch the sunrise or sunset anymore, she had literally fallen head-over-paws for mudfrost, deputy of shadowclan. [/size][/center]
make it through the fall,
make it through it all.
[/size]make it through it all.
x x/who.i.am/
"call me crazy. you say i'm too young for love. well you're right, for you. i love him i really do. he is all i ever think about, but i try not to. i need a mentor, and of course there is no one i would rather have than him. mudfrost, mudfrost, mudfrost. i am crazy. i will shout it in the rain, i will scream it from the tops of the highest mountain peaks. i am crazy.
not only am i crazy, but i can be thoughtful, even quiet or shy. i can be happy, out going, i live for life. i mean, everyone does, but i live for energy. something that death doesn't have. i feel this bounce in my feet. i feel the sting of tears, the cold water, the rough ground, the squishy mud. everything, i just want to live for it.
with my clan and family, i am loyal, trustworthy, smart, but quiet. i am happy, but in my own way. i am very trusting, but when i fall, i fall hard. really hard. i can seem fragile when i am broken, but everyone knows that when i'm up i am strong as the current moves one way at a time. is that silly? i am curious and full of questions."
-spinpaw, warrior apprentice, shadowclan
"call me crazy. you say i'm too young for love. well you're right, for you. i love him i really do. he is all i ever think about, but i try not to. i need a mentor, and of course there is no one i would rather have than him. mudfrost, mudfrost, mudfrost. i am crazy. i will shout it in the rain, i will scream it from the tops of the highest mountain peaks. i am crazy.
not only am i crazy, but i can be thoughtful, even quiet or shy. i can be happy, out going, i live for life. i mean, everyone does, but i live for energy. something that death doesn't have. i feel this bounce in my feet. i feel the sting of tears, the cold water, the rough ground, the squishy mud. everything, i just want to live for it.
with my clan and family, i am loyal, trustworthy, smart, but quiet. i am happy, but in my own way. i am very trusting, but when i fall, i fall hard. really hard. i can seem fragile when i am broken, but everyone knows that when i'm up i am strong as the current moves one way at a time. is that silly? i am curious and full of questions."
-spinpaw, warrior apprentice, shadowclan
and I don't wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
[/size][/color]x x/information/
- -code word: stardust : tears of pain
- -song to: avril lavigne : fall to pieces - under my skin
- -cat to: sunni : tears of pain, , july 7 2009
- -picture to: sobi.org : click !
